cheetos, coke and a dipped cone....

Well, we went to the MD yesterday for our 39 week check up. Nothing has really changed for us, I am not dilated any, which kind of shocked me a bit, but this just means that little Charlie isn't ready to come out and play!! So, I am going to start touring preschools b/c it seems as though that is when he'll be arriving, when he's old enough to be enrolled!
I have to say that I looked like CRAP yesterday going to the doctor's office. I am over trying to look cute, as the "pregnancy glow" lasted about one day for me, and came and went 2 months ago. So, I had my big hair flowing, my work out pants on from like the 7th grade, a t-shirt and croc slippers lined in fur. Nice huh? When Chris and I walked out, we passed a guy that I went to college with, who is work partners with my ex-boyfriend. Where one is, the other is as well. Let's just say my pace quickened, and I have NOT walked that fast in about 6 months...I told Chris we needed to hurry b/c I did NOT need to see my ex-boyfriend and give him a visual reminder of WHY he dumped me right out of college........why should I care what he thinks? But most of you know how it is...when you run into an ex, you want to look like, "eat YOUR heart out buddy", not, "Yeah, I have been eating MY heart out for the last few months".......but we never saw him, THANK GOD!!
Today I was in Target looking at all the bikinis trying to get motivated to work out after this little man comes, and I found myself wandering to the check out to buy some gum, and there they were, some cheetos and a coke, sitting side by side, pretty much hand in hand. I have tried to be so good, but I could NOT contain myself.....so, I grabbed the Cheetos off the shelf, and grabbed the coke out of the cooler, and got in line.....the guy behind me had the nerve to say, "Eat your heart out dear, you deserve it!". I deserve it?! What? But I didn't cry, I just smiled with my puffy face and didn't think twice about putting them back......and I ate every darn cheeto in the bag, and have the orange stains on my workout pants to prove it (yes, the same workout pants I wore yesterday).
Chris and I just got home from walking slowly to McDonald's for a dipped cone. It's great exercise walking all that way!! It stinks being able to see the golden arches from our front windows, but what do you do?
I feel as great as I can and continue to thank God for the little man growing in my tummy. I'll continue to keep you all posted as we get closer to time. I have another appointment this Tuesday, the 23rd, and my doctor said she has a feeling she'll see me then.
Good night!